tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58388441010671893452011-09-16T12:22:34.423-04:00Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comBlogger301100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-55375658460351304052011-03-22T23:07:00.000-04:002011-03-22T23:07:27.111-04:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-H2TPm5d1Nl8/TYljyFBlayI/AAAAAAAAAYg/6Vqn7X7BDK4/s1600/Screen+shot+2011-03-22+at+11.05.22+PM.png" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-H2TPm5d1Nl8/TYljyFBlayI/AAAAAAAAAYg/6Vqn7X7BDK4/s1600/Screen+shot+2011-03-22+at+11.05.22+PM.png" /></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-5537565846035130405?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' 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src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-r4RJzzW6rN8/TXEiRp_7qJI/AAAAAAAAAYU/NOoUFg_qScE/s640/Desktop1.jpg" width="448" /></a></div>HI SPRING!!!<br /><br />迟到的 new year resolution: wear more color!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-1374936497660042203?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-1149942569189244342011-03-01T15:46:00.004-05:002011-03-01T15:51:25.506-05:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-HGKOllkjImY/TW1bLOTLOYI/AAAAAAAAAYQ/Ze_7n4h1Feg/s1600/Screen+shot+2011-03-01+at+3.44.16+PM.png.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="680" src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-HGKOllkjImY/TW1bLOTLOYI/AAAAAAAAAYQ/Ze_7n4h1Feg/s680/Screen+shot+2011-03-01+at+3.44.16+PM.png.jpg" width="637" /></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-114994256918924434?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-25851589968258283612011-02-28T10:22:00.002-05:002011-02-28T10:22:10.957-05:00<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/DK9qjPhO5nE" title="YouTube video player" width="640"></iframe><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-2585158996825828361?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' 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/></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-81082774306104307922011-02-03T21:58:00.004-05:002011-02-03T22:01:48.378-05:00自己一個人呆著的時間太少<br />就會沒有機會自省<br />發呆<br />亂想<br /><br />很多事情一定要有那樣的時間<br />才會莫名其妙的想通<br />才能淡然<br />然後繼續開開心心的積極的過日子<br /><br /><br />最近的兩個想記下來的場景:<br /><br />a.<br />跟f先生還有一堆雜七雜八的認識或不認識的人出去吃飯<br />回來時車子在高速上行駛<br />我窩在自己車的後座昏昏欲睡亂想放空<br />f先生開車k仔坐在我前面在聊天<br />車子開下高速靠近學校<br />他們忽然開始講未來的夢想雲雲...<br />講自己的規劃和狂想<br />還沒被歲月的殘酷完全磨盡的雄心壯志<br />忽然覺得心裡酸酸軟軟的 <br />想要一直守護那樣的f先生<br />照顧他陪伴他一起克服現實的殘忍<br />靠近他的理想<br /><br />b.<br />像往常一樣跟f先生坐在房間裡<br />一人一個桌子椅子電腦<br />好像在有一搭沒一搭的說著什麼 <br />他忽然轉過來黯然脆弱的低聲說<br />最近我覺得壓力很大<br />我的課都很難<br />我一時愣住無言<br />好心疼他這樣stressed out<br />又感動他給我看到他的這一面<br />向我尋求安慰<br />講那句話的時候我正看著我最常看到的他的左側臉<br />可他的眼睛無神的望著一米外的地面<br />嘴唇癟癟的<br />超不像平時的他<br />像一個小男孩 <br />忘記我說了什麼<br />我實在很不會安慰人<br />不過我知道我的陪伴會讓他好很多<br />至少我自己這樣相信著<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-8108277430610430792?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-67244821950275994592011-01-25T01:13:00.001-05:002011-01-25T01:14:07.631-05:00现在需要pull myself together<br />回复坚强冷静执着的自己<br /><br />phew!<br /><br />抽离抽离<br /><br />这样看妈妈来算是有了除了给我带玉米肠之外的第二个好处了呢<br /><br /><br />悲剧的起因是时间<br />时间不对<br />太早了<br />心里的可用空间还太大<br />还不够冷漠<br />不小心爱的太多<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-6724482195027599459?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-38405754106054071592011-01-18T23:47:00.000-05:002011-01-18T23:47:42.785-05:00今天忽然觉得自己没有这额外的时间和精力<br />来照看另一个人的生活和情绪<br /><br />倾心付出的这个role玩腻了<br />累了<br /><br />也许只是需要一些自己的时间吧<br /><br /><br />明天算是我正式开学啦...<br /><br />最后一个学期..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-3840575410605407159?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-52091638551535170792011-01-13T22:18:00.000-05:002011-01-13T22:18:00.664-05:00本來想把冬天寫在小本子上的日記都補起來的<br />打了兩天的就懶了<br />索性把以前的廢話的也刪掉<br />本部屋改為不是每天都寫的日記好了<br /><br />哈哈<br /><br />果然還是不變的沒毅力<br />下面開始給自己找藉口:<br /><br />若是逼自己每天都寫<br />很快就會成為負擔啦<br /><br />不過說真的<br />其實我很多時候日子都過得渾渾噩噩<br />并不是每天結束的時候腦袋里都有什麽值得記下來的東西<br />所以不如留白<br />省的日後看自己白淡無為的過去覺得可悲<br /><br /><br />大前天回來亞特蘭大<br />誤了最後一班機<br />改簽到晚上<br />f先生和j來接我<br />路上都是冰和雪<br />好多車停在路邊<br />還看到一輛jeep在kroger的parking lot里滑冰甩尾玩<br />好有興致啊<br /><br />學校一直關<br />到現在都沒上課<br />可是因為很多地方都不開<br />路上又全是冰<br />所以一直悶在家<br />時差也沒倒過來呢<br /><br />老了...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-5209163855153517079?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-36552895363549150582010-12-20T00:53:00.005-05:002011-01-09T04:13:27.946-05:00自送走f先生回来后我就没出过家门...<br />除了把垃圾放到门口的时候有伸头和右手出去<br />=_=<br /><br />在家宅<br />没胃口所以吃的很少<br />一直在看电影和小说<br /><br />发现还有两个半包汤圆<br />煮了吃<br />最后两个吃不下<br /><br />还有刚买的香菜不吃好可惜<br />准备一会煮汤用掉<br /><br />偶尔爬起来收拾收拾东西<br />磨叽到现在勉强算收好了<br />家里还是乱乱的<br />又懒得理<br />我真的是没人盯着就生活完全没规律了的一个人<br />很糟糕啊!<br /><br />还有6个小时就出门了<br />还有10个小时飞<br />还有31个小时到中国<br />还有两天见到ringo<br />还有两个星期去新加坡见f先生<br />还有20天我的大学的最后一个学期就要开始了...<br /><br /><br />昨天看了岁月神偷<br />里面的哥哥没有遵守诺言<br />弟弟说<br />可是我不怪他<br />因为他的所有都被时光偷走了<br />时间才是真正的大话精<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-3655289536354915058?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-478479603247031712010-12-18T22:15:00.002-05:002010-12-18T22:18:19.666-05:00今天一大早起来送f先生走..<br />在下冷冷的雨<br /><br />在机场check in desk的浓妆黑人大妈出馊主意让我送他进去登机门<br />于是过了安检进去<br />找到登机门了再陪我走回扶梯<br />微笑着亲亲说了白白之后急急转身自己继续往回走<br />搭小火车<br />上来找刚才进来的门<br />过马路去停车场找我的小车车<br />坐到车里才眼睛湿起来<br /><br />浑浑噩噩的回家<br />但觉得自己变得坚强了<br /><br />一点点<br /><br /><br />说要今天回来就理东西的<br />到现在为止屁股一直黏在椅子上<br /><br />一口气看了两个电影<br />千与千寻和小美人鱼III<br /><br />我果然现在哭点好低...<br />看两个都哭了好几次<br />现在眼睛都痛了<br /><br /><br />点开itune准备听音乐<br />结果要更新..<br />叹口气点更新<br /><br />好像几乎一半的机会我打开itune要听东西它就要更新..囧 <br /><br /><br />到晚上就习惯自己一个人在房间了<br />好像回到了过去<br /><br /><br />刚去delta的网站checkf先生flight的状况<br />还有三小时到<br />现在越来越先进了<br />有个小flash给你看它现在飞到哪了<br />时时更新<br /><br /><br />人们都说现在technology发达了<br />没有通讯的不发达带来的等待的煎熬和联络的甜蜜<br />可是其实还是一样啊<br />电话听得到<br />视频看的到<br />可是隔着整个海洋<br />反而更令人心碎吧<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-47847960324703171?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-44911713981789959562010-12-17T11:24:00.001-05:002010-12-18T22:19:31.898-05:00蛋糕好失败...<br />f先生很早就考完了,蛋糕还没做好<br />还忘记蜡烛..<br />haha<br /><br />而且好甜好难食<br /><br />更像是我为了满足自己做的=_=<br /><br />晚上去三人ktv好开心<br />不跟大团体一起反而比较high呢<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-4491171398178995956?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-42258477696823691952010-12-14T01:14:00.000-05:002010-12-14T01:14:22.674-05:00南京大屠杀纪念日...<br />跟往年一样今年听不到警报<br />要到哪年会再听到呢<br /><br /><br />今天下午yq小姐给我打电话<br />说了种种drama...<br /><br />为什么恋爱最后会变成这样呢<br />真不懂为什么人与人单纯的开心交往后来可以变成这么丑恶这么两败俱伤<br />也忽然发现好多报纸上的故事确实能发生在自己身边...<br /><br />庆幸自己和亲友的相对理性和抽离<br />不过也说不准哪边更好<br /><br />人本来就渺小人生短暂<br />太rational有种妄自菲薄的味道<br /><br />反而是轰轰烈烈大起大落比较帅气吧<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-4225847769682369195?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-42817141908267479792010-12-13T12:17:00.000-05:002010-12-13T12:17:46.381-05:00感觉stress袭来<br /><br />右眼周围有酸痛的感觉<br />腿上几个地方也都起rash<br /><br />诶诶<br />还有一天..!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-4281714190826747979?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-20277426022252437602010-12-12T19:24:00.000-05:002010-12-12T19:24:29.191-05:00下雪了!<br />好冷好冷但只有一点点雪花<br />:(<br />好不值<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-2027742602225243760?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-83734718994541461572010-12-11T16:40:00.002-05:002010-12-11T23:36:23.053-05:00昨天晚上又忘记写日记...sigh...<br />渐渐变成每天下午写前一天的了<br />囧<br /><br />也罢也罢<br /><br />话说前几天翻校内的旧日志看<br />每次看自己以前写的东西都觉得写得好好啊<br /><br />阿哈哈<br /><br />我是在变蠢还是只是自恋呢<br /><br />话说这两天海吃又变重了<br />讨厌<br /><br /><br />昨天因为cs450的事情压力大到头痛<br />顾YummY振作!<br />hang in there<br />还有一点点了<br /><br /><br />某人!回国吧!<br />你看我都这样呼唤你了<br />给点面子嘛<br /><br /><br />夜里玩ds <br />打着打着f先生翻了个身 头凑过来到我的枕头上<br />吓了我一跳<br />手伸过来抱着我<br />可是他手臂好重于是拿下来给他我的手<br />乖乖握住<br /><br />早上问他做什么梦了<br />答ghost<br />=_=<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-8373471899454146157?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-30434915768866004282010-12-07T21:20:00.000-05:002010-12-07T21:20:53.781-05:00学习学到又累又high<br />回到房间f先生放了熟悉但叫不出名字的歌<br /><br />抱抱变成了转圈圈跳舞<br /><br />闻着f先生的锁骨偷笑<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-3043491576886600428?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-9049310297720593822010-12-04T02:44:00.000-05:002010-12-04T02:44:25.667-05:00今天玩了starcraft II<br />不一会就厌倦了<br /><br />我是老了吗?<br />还是只是耐心变差了...<br /><br />最近肩颈好痛<br />明天去做spa massage<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-904931029772059382?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-60894723724318463142010-12-03T01:03:00.001-05:002010-12-03T01:17:04.017-05:00晚上7点坐在车子副驾驶座<br />在布弗德大道上<br /><br />路两边延伸到地平线的橘色路灯<br />好似时光隧道<br /><br />虽然cliche<br /><br />可是确确实实是感受到好似正在穿过某种时光的厚重感<br /><br />是在离开某一个章节么? <br /><br /><br />f先生明明不舒服而且要学习<br />还要陪我去我想去的餐厅<br />好不像他<br /><br /><br />今天吃完晚饭居然是47.9<br />哇咔咔<br />加油加油!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-6089472372431846314?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-48121245791876014262010-12-02T01:48:00.000-05:002010-12-02T01:48:00.929-05:00哇<br />都12月了<br />原来11月是没有31日的么<br />怎么我老觉得12月是小月<br />原来每年最后一天<br />都是31来的..<br /><br /><br />啊啊啊<br />知道会被看好不爽啊<br /><br /><br />今天做了什么呢<br />就是正常上课吧<br /><br />下午还是晚上偶然看到新闻说爸爸的中环工程要上市了<br />百感交集<br />希望家人不要太辛苦<br />都开开心心的就好<br /><br />话说一个人学习效率果然好低.../sigh<br />现在直到final结束一天都浪费不起<br />紧绷起来好好加油!<br /><br /><div style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></div><div style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></div><div style="color: #f3f3f3;">你现在说"所以分手是必然的啊"是什么意思...</div><div style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></div><div style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></div><span style="color: #f3f3f3;">"有时候觉得自己是个极端的浪漫主义者 每时每刻都心中都有着巨大的热情 想要向世界宣告</span><br /><span style="color: #f3f3f3;">有时候又是禁欲的完美主义者 告诉自己需要忍耐 忍耐 忍耐 学会一人前行 克制懒惰与狂想</span><br /><span style="color: #f3f3f3;">这是一场心灵上的战争"</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-4812124579187601426?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-61036771749408830052010-12-01T00:44:00.001-05:002010-12-01T00:46:59.833-05:00今天下午一直下好大的雨<br />一度開車的時候路上都是小池塘<br /><br />有tornado warning<br />不過每次warning都沒事<br />我們也只是假high"哇龍卷風!"<br />心裡都在冷靜的歎氣咒罵天氣<br /><br />晚上燒了炒飯和蛤蜊湯<br />得90分!<br />撒花~<br /><br />今天好累<br />魂也被淋到冷雨了嗎<br /><br />在校內看相冊看到人狗情<br />i miss rinrin<br />:(<br />想要抱著毛呼呼的ringo看它在我腿上睡著<br />小腦袋耷下去又挪上來<br /><br />臭臭的耳朵<br /><br />最近是有點失魂落魄<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-6103677174940883005?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-53978445332223424782010-11-30T01:56:00.000-05:002010-11-30T01:56:41.223-05:00周一<br />上课<br /><br />想喝自己煮的汤来着<br />被邪恶的f先生干涉没喝成<br /><br />今天下午开始下雨到晚上<br />湿湿冷冷的<br />不过可以挂在邪恶的f先生撑着伞的手臂上 雨也没那么讨厌了<br /><br />不过老天这是在为谁伤心呢?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-5397844533222342478?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-56479298452141190652010-11-29T00:49:00.000-05:002010-11-29T00:49:36.797-05:00放假最后一天<br /><br />早上起迟了<br />没去教堂<br />走去emory village想吃doc chey's<br />结果它没开门于是又去了rise n dine<br />吃了甜腻腻的mini nutella banana pancake<br /><br />晚上f先生看eva<br />我在一边找了解读来看<br />看完心里沉沉乱乱的<br /><br /><br />几次d跟我说话<br />都没有回<br />你在想什么呢<br />我们还是不要说话比较好吧<br />那些东西还没有完全沉淀呢不是吗<br />何必呢 <br /><br />今天想一个人回家在自己的白小花床上睡觉<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-5647929845214119065?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-70746029410817684662010-11-28T02:07:00.005-05:002010-11-28T13:41:49.178-05:00早上做瑜伽<br />腰疼的弯不下去<br /><br />下午学习<br />做日语作业抄单词 <br />好难静下心啊<br />放假放的<br /><br />说要今天去公园跑步的<br />早上起太晚<br />下午学习不注意学到天黑了<br />没跑成<br /><br />晚上出去吃tofu soup<br />吃多了撑的好难受<br />吃完了小肚子大到爆<br />回家在网上乱看帖子blah blah<br />直到一片漆黑在床上握着f先生的手指迷迷糊糊东想西想准备入眠的时候<br />才想起来没写日记<br /><br />然后好敬业的爬起来写<br /><br />明天要去church<br />之前两次好巧都是baptism<br />这次会是正常的church了吧<br />其实不mind去听歌听preaching <br /><br />我会有一天忽然听见上帝的回话变成基督徒吗?<br /><br /><br />今天f先生问我: am i the best?<br />前几天f先生失口撇嘴说为什么xxx可以有你的v?<br />再前几天f先生告诉我, 他梦见we were married. and? and it was good. 拥着我笑.<br />再再前几天f先生在我面前从眼角抽动到哭得流鼻水. 而我告诉了他一个大秘密.<br /><br />其实我很想问他一开始有没有想到我们会这么认真<br />但我觉得自己知道这个问题的答案<br />我也很想问他觉得我们明年这个时候还会不会在一起<br />但是我不敢问<br /><br />因为据说长大了就不大会做没有结果的事情<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-7074602941081768466?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-90769324198406232010-11-27T02:20:00.000-05:002010-11-27T02:20:53.648-05:00昨天玩wow到凌晨4点D都睡了<br />今天一早爬起来去black friday...买了零碎几个东西<br />barney's的一件sweater, 一件T shirt, 一条herve leger的裙子, 一条便宜的围巾<br /><br />之后吃了午饭回来已经是下午<br />累到pass out睡到晚上<br /><br />试裙子让我意识到我现在身材有多么走样<br />老了不保养真的不行<br />不似小时候不做什么也皮紧肉嫩<br />我决定了!<br />每天都要运动<br />每天睡前醒来做一点点拉伸瑜伽<br />洗完澡要好好擦lotion<br />定时好好exfoliate膝盖手肘<br />要乖乖maintain自己=_,= <br /><br />于是晚上去highland的小gym跑了半个小时<br />本来想跑40分钟<br />但是到30分钟的时候被愤怒的f先生的电话打断了<br /><br />晚上用昨天的排骨汤煮了面<br />f先生做了一个蚝油白菜一类的菜<br />我的汤很淡, f先生的白菜太咸 <br /><br />今天还是一直咳嗽<br />不过嗓子没有那么疼了 <br />应该快好了吧<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-9076932419840623?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5838844101067189345.post-7287029731936871972010-11-26T03:39:00.000-05:002010-11-26T03:39:48.944-05:00今天跟大家一起在家烧饭玩wii<br />好像没有上一次一起这样好玩<br />不知道为什么<br /><br />晚上问D要了account玩魔兽<br />建了个小bloood elf贼<br />嘿嘿嘿<br />一口气练到7级了<br />跑到银月城里找了个长椅坐下来<br />上他的号坐mount玩<br />找不到以前用过的那个大龙了<br />是不在了吗<br />还是只是我认不出<br /><br />D开玩笑的说叫我寒假去找他<br />在想什么呢<br /><br />我不能说一瞬间我的心没有动一下<br /><br />如果去会怎么样呢<br />这个选择会大大改变我的生命吧<br /><br />不过他也只是说笑吧<br />F先生在我身后睡觉<br />我也该去睡觉啦<br />一直咳嗽和打字弄得他睡不好<br />这几天生病脾气很差<br />F先生paisei!<br /><br />现在很习惯他的味道了<br />闻到就会觉得很安心很舒服<br /><br />那样的感觉是幸福吗<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5838844101067189345-728702973193687197?l=missrena.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Renahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13110150146262052193noreply@blogger.com